My daughter, Corrie, was so proud when she found out I would be a LEGO Master Educator in early May.
In mid-March 2020, I planned my first lessons for E Learning as COVID-19 led to schools moving online for the rest of the year.
Corrie came with me. She built a LEGO house, which, as I would later regret, took down for student use in the 2020-2021 school year on May 26, 2020. This was one day before my worst nightmare came true. I wish I still had it, but I have the picture.
But as a student wrote to me after May 27th: “If I was your child, I would not want you to grieve for long, because you Mrs. Bridges are meant to go on…” He told me it wasn’t just for my husband and son, but future students. Somehow he felt, at the exact moment when I wanted to walk away from everything, I would still make a difference.
How in the world could I continue teaching when my angel was gone?
The answer lives in a question my daughter asked of me while at my second school.
“Do you love your students more than you love Hayes and me?” Corrie had asked.
A then three going on four-year-old asked me a question, and it was clear from her perspective, I adored my students in good and bad times. Of course, I told my daughter I love her and her brother more than any children in the world.
Never Comfortable in My Skin
In my life, it was rare for me to feel at ease in the presence of other adults or anyone my age. I felt, as I did as a child, that somehow if I did not do or view experiences in life the way in which others did, I missed something.
So often, I felt like I missed something.
As a child who went through continual psychological testing from 1990 to 1991, and at three- and four-years-old, experts wrote, “Rebecca shows echolalic tendencies.” I lacked an understanding to questions asked of me, and what I call a social cue GPS.
Knowing this about myself, I had to find a way to reach kids who view the world differently.
LEGO Master Educators Must Go On
As an author with works in small prints, I had recent rejection where the publishers loved the writing about my son and what it’s like to be atypical, but they wanted a positive realization in the end. In education, I want my students to build their positive self-realizations, and I want to send them forward confident in their abilities to:
- evaluate their own work,
- make real work connections,
- understand concepts of STEAM and project-based learning,
- build up the design process when students plan as they build and write
Every school year, I was working toward another level of STEAM, but I did not always know it.
Let’s be clear I:
- never played with LEGOs growing up,
- have yet to use the robotic LEGOs commonly use for robotics team,
- was willing to experiment
The pictures below are in order from the 2017-2018 school year to present showing some of the progression of the STEAM and project-based learning I tried to implement in classroom.
When it comes to project-based learning, I had help in creating the ELA Unit designed with the non-fiction reading, research and communication, and writing standards standards for students to solve the problem to the question: How Can I Raise Awareness about a Specific Disability?
Upon reflection of doing the PBL unit in February 2019 and again in 2020, I would change it to Abled Differently and Illness with students’ growing interest in different diseases.
Sometimes, as educators, we must look behind us to remind us of why we must move forward.
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